Andrea

I tell ya...when you think you might have found a potential "the one" and he turns out to be seperated/married with kids.....it can be a downer. I feel like that chick on Gray's Anatomy.

I discussed it with one of my close friends and he thinks I am being played. What kind of guy plays someone when they live 12 hours away? Who would actually invest the time? I did not even let this guy touch me...not even touch hands ..I did not even call him to hang out when I was in DC....and he is still calling and wanting to talk. Here is an example of a conversation ending:

MCD: "Ok, I will talk to you later. But feel free to call me before then if you want."

ME: "No, I am not going to call you...you call me."

MCD: "We are going to have to work on that."

ME: "I don't want to interupt you in the middle of something."

MCD: "If I am busy..I will call you back..just leave a message."

ME: "Nope"

MCD: "Ok, we will work on it...I will talk to you soon...tomorrow perhaps....have a good night...don't get snowed in."

WTF!!!! Will some guy please decode this. While you are at it...also decode the following:

" I will keep that in mind" -usually said if I say some interesting fact about myself.
" I will have to remember that" -if I say something I don't like
" When do you come back...I would like to take you out to dinner"
" I will tell you when you find me more irresistable" -yeah..that one is just weird
" I'm sure you can pull that off" -usually when I say I can't go somewhere cause I look all sloppy (usually at night after the gym)
" I think there is more to you than that"- usually said when I say "that is just who i am"
" I wish I could be there to cheer you up" -said before I had to leave for a funeral
"Oh....only in NY?"- said when I mentioned that I wanted to be a mom and live in NY when I grow up

I mean...common...is it just that the guy is too honest? I mean..I live kinda far..even though I am in DC a lot...but he still told me about McWife and McKids..and how unhappy he is with McWife...but still. Is there any chance in HELL this guy is nice and likes me?? Huh huh? Blah...bring it on!...start posting about how crazy I am. I have backed off though...the McWife and McKids made me cry and feel bad for them. This always happens to me. Although, I am kinda glad I did not call him when I was in DC to hang out (he gave me his cell.) I would feel really bad then. I just wish I could figure him out! I never trust guys at all....because I have been hurt before (ok..only twice..but I really liked them both) but I found myself trusting him so quick. Everyone at work thinks it is hysterical.

Can anyone tell I fell hard quick? It is probably because I know John's kid is moving down here to Lex and I know that will not work out. And don't yell at me mom or dad! Like I said..I backed off. Now I am just kinda sad about it.