So I was talking to someone tonite on the phone and came to the realization that I have probably squashed many potential relationships over the past couple years. I don't think I have realized it prior to tonite. I tried to pass it off as being from NY but my friend saw right through it...probably because he is from NY. Anyway, here is what we found out...
1. My hockey playing ex is to blame for all my relationship baffles since he literally almost broke my heart
2. When it comes to interacting with guys...I can make an ice cube look like something to snuggle with. I do not mean to...it just happens.
3. I tend to make guys my friends..and even if I have feelings for them...I do not let them know. Instead I just wait for the feeling to pass and move on. Most times my parents are just left shaking their heads wondering what happened!
4. For some reason I do not see how it is possible for any guy to be interested in me, and I am not used to guys looking at me or being blunt about liking the way I look.
5. I do not trust people when they say nice things about me. Instead I have to ask as many people as possible what they think of the situation just to make sure the original guy might have really meant it.
6. If I like a guy....I tend not to show it. Instead..I tend to piss them off about something or say things so they won't think I like them. No matter how much I like you...I most likely will not tell you...no matter how much pressure there is.
7. If you are married/divorced/or seperated and have kids...you will find me attractive for some unknown reason...and you will feel the need to tell me that you find me attractive...and not tell me you have kids.
8. Also..if you are older than me...you will find me attractive....and the older you are..the more likely you are to be #7.
Yeah, that is about it. Figures. And #7 is so approperiate this month.
Anyway, I think I am going to tell every guy I ever liked that I had a crush on them at one point in time. So if you get a text or an email saying this....just deal with it. I am probably over it so no need to worry. I am just going to start acting on my feelings and not waiting until tomorrow...because tomorrow may never come......