Andrea

*Sigh*....well....as everyone knows....John had something die in his house (yuck) so we are hanging out at my place tonite. On the way home I hit up the Kroger to pick up some dinner. So... I am heading down the isle trying to find some dill pickles and who do I see?....An ex from a couple of years ago. Blah....I do not think that should be allowed to happen. Once upon a time he was my perfect #3.....georgous and sweet as can be(with an athletic build to die for.) Then he shattered my heart into a million peices! (I can finally admit that..I am so proud) Quite depressing. Now..I want to vomit when I see him. It is so funny how things change.

After seeing him...I am starting to think my #3 does not exist. How sad is that? Perhaps I had him and he got away....and I will never know. Every now and then I can see the potential in one...but then my dad does not like them..hahaha. Yeah....the men in my life need my dad's approval or they do not have a chance. And yes....that sure narrows the list! John is great..and I love him to death...but he never wants to move to NY...and that is where I want to end up. Also..I want kids..and he does not :( It is so hard to realize the things you spent so much time not realizing....lol...I guess only time will tell.

Until then..I will quietly wait for bliss to smack me in the face! I just wish they would hurry their ass up! hahahaha.

Well, since I got friggin no sleep last night...I am going to crash on the couch for a couple....lata!